Jumat, 20 Juli 2012

The Man Who Can't be Moved


Okay MOVE ON.
By this post I’ll tell you a little story about what move on is, actually The Script does, not me. I just copied this lyrics from internet. So here you can read the lyrics song titled The Man Who Can’t be Moved by The Script.
The question is... Why do I put this post here?
That’s just because my love life is same as like this lyrics. People and especially my close friends called me as “Gagal Mup On”, of course in Bahasa.
So, I’m not moving. It’s almost 20 months without moving. Not because my ex. But.... Okay forget it.


Just check it out..

Going back to the corner where I first saw you (I saw you at...)
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move (but..I don’t have a sleeping bag)
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand (just have one)
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?" (I pay for this)

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand (they’re idiot)
I'm not broke I'm just a brokenhearted man (yes I am)
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do? (what? can you tell me?)
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you? (and in love with my cats)

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me (are you?)
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be (maybe in Atlantis)
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet (can you think?)
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street (I’m a traffic light)

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here" (so where? jail?)
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year" (and a century)
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows (never touch the snows)
If she changes her mind, this is the first place she will go (after a mall)

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street


So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy who's waiting on a girl (a public figure guy?)
There are no holes in his shoes (a new shoes)
But a big hole in his world (and his nose)

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved (congratulations!)
And maybe you won't mean to, but you'll see me on the news (am I a robber?)
And you'll come running to the corner (or flying maybe)
'Cause you'll know it's just for you (yes, you)
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street

So I'm not moving ('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving (And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving (Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving (Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move


Enough.


Senin, 16 Juli 2012

Dalam Asa


Sontak pikiranku melayang-layang jauh pergi ke jauh pada beberapa tahun yang lalu. Tahun-tahun dimana aku masih dapat menikmati hembusan angin lembut yang menyentuh mesra wajahku di saat aku begitu terpaku mengagumi sosokmu di sudut sana. Seiring jatuhnya air langit ini dengan perlahan, dengan suaranya yang terdengar nyaring di jiwa,  ingatanku semakin deras menelusup ke dalam sela-sela masa lalu. Ya, seperti yang banyak dari mereka katakan dan bahwa memang itu kebenarannya, rintik tangisan langit ini sanggup membawa siapapun untuk melewati batas waktu dengan singkatnya tanpa memerlukan mesin waktu atau mungkin mimpi di kala lelap. Aku pun terbawa jauh padanya.
Kegelisahan semakin menjadi manakala hatiku tersadar bagaimana aku sekarang.  Masa itu bukanlah masa yang mudah buatku. Namun tidak lebih rumit dari apa yang sekarang aku jalani. Bagiku kini, setiap helaan nafas kecilku seakan selalu menyebut kerinduanku padamu. Bahkan terkadang aku merasa sangat berdosa, Tuhan, nama Nya kini terganti.
Kemudian takdir menamparku. Tamparan itu terasa begitu sakitnya. Aku memandang memelas pada sang takdir, kukatakan memintanya untuk merubah aku. Ia enggan untuk itu. Tamparan itu, tamparan yang seringkali menyadarkanku dengan bagaimana aku saat ini, bahkan bagaimana aku saat sebelum mengenalmu. Setiap aku menggelorakan asa, sebelum bisa kusampaikan pada Nya, aku terlanjur harus tertunduk. Tak sanggup kutolehkan pandangan.
Apakah yang kau rasakan dengan apa yang kurasakan sama?
Kebodohan, atau ini kesetiaan? Terkadang, aku sangat suka menunggumu dengan asa. Tidak. Tidak hanya terkadang. Aku melakukannya, aku menunggu, dengan asaku, setiap waktu ini, setiap aku mampu melihat dunia, setiap kaki-kaki lemah ini berayun, bahkan setiap aku mulai memilih.
Tapi toh, hatiku masih enggan beranjak. Si kecil itu hidup dengan harap.
Kau tau? Tak satupun. Tak satupun kini, selain dirimu. Tak satupun kini selain dirimu yang begitu mampu mengunci hati ini. 
Ini bukan parodi. Bukan juga drama.
Cinta dan sayang, aku, kamu, mungkin Tuhan yang tak akan pernah setuju.